the dream funeral
Okays. As i was studying my history just now, i fell asleep for two freaking long hours. I was super upset but guess i was just too tired. Woke up did a little bit of study and used the computer. As usual i will visit cassandra's blog. SHE LOVE LULU AND TUBBY. This is the funny part. She wanted Tubby to be her boyfriend. I WAS LAUGHING LIKE HELL.6:13 PM
Oh ya cassandra and my dream funeral [:
To have my chemical romance performing Helena live. We are just dumb teenagers. And dear cassandra i dont like the body rockers. ITS SO EWWW. like yucks man. i better stop criticizing them. HMMS. talking about dream funeral, might as well have a rock concert cum funeral and people have to pay to enter my rock concer cum funeral with my dead body in the middle of the stage.
YEA RIGHT. this what happens if exams are drawing near. We go crazy and get childish
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cant seem to get those bangs away.
Im suppose to be studying. But i cant seem to be concentrating cause there is super loadds of noise due to some chinese person who passed away. Goodness, no matter how loud i blast my radio, i can still here those bangs.12:12 PM
While i hear all this bangs, Cassandra is suffering with some karaoke freak near her flat area. Opposite block i think. LOLOLOLS. so tell me how can we both study. KILLS!
NOISYY LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
-sometimes i wish my windows are all sound proof or better a soundproof house.
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
She did something
Alrights im at eileen's house now. Yups. Well im suppose to be studying but decided to blog[: And FYI eileen's computer is having some kind of asthma attack. Super noisy. LOLOLS. 5:50 PM
So today morning went back to school for mathematics lesson. Not fun and not boring. Just okay only i think [: Yeah, after that went to phoebe's house cause she wanted to change to some other shirt. Then off to meet eileen at city hall with phoebe. Then bought suzanne birthday present.
OFF TO STUDY AT MAC. ate lunch there and stuffs. Walk into puma and saw a wallet. SUPER NICE! green[[[[: so going to get it, real soon. WAHHAS. its mine! then walk awhile to see jackets and off to eileen house to continue studying.
Eileen just did something and whoa, its scary.
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
cassandra and phoebe doesnt know this monday is holiday.
Lets see, today didnt have history lessons as the teacher didnt come again. So slacked in class. Mathematics was next, did some worksheet which i have difficulty doing. URGHH. Social Studies was not that great. Teacher was a lil pissed off cause of class was too muted or something. LOLOLS. 7:30 PM
After recess was physics, teacher returned us back our class test result. I FAIL! 3/20. i fail it cause of mathematics and some is because i dont know how to answer. So if i continue failing my physics, this means that i will fail my combine science. And if i fail physics because of my caluculations, this means that i will fail my mathematics! Mann, i dont wish that to happen.
After school stayed back and studied mathematics. Went home around 5plus [[: Gonna complete my FNN coursework. AND SHUCKKS MY PRINTER NO INK ]:
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
getting things right
Im off to do my history notes on china real soon. So decided to blog now and mug till night today. Today had chapel. So was at the basement, studied my biology on sexual reproduction which was pretty confusing somehow. Lessons went on pretty well.7:06 PM
After school went for lunch with cassandra, celeste and phoebe. Around 3plus me and phoebe decided to go back school to study. Did my malay composition [[: YAYS!
Anyways, tomorrow going to stay back after school at canteen to study maths! ARGHH. mathematics ]: Dont like it but i have no choice!
BACK TO THE PAST AKA HISTORY
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
i knew it.
All i need is a break from studying, from life and from everything. Phoebe is typing loadds of things on social studies to me which i seem to be clueless. Partly cause i studied my physics and half of my biology so far. I cant seem to master the basic of physics which are the SI units. WAHHAS.9:52 PM
Im super disappointed. I somehow know something about my phone. Dont wish to tell anyone, find it very rude to tell everyone what happen. Its like... oh wells, nevermind. Made a decision that i wont hoot the person who stole my phone. I just hope he/they will change to be a better person. Hope it will all be fine. Its disappointing.
Nothing much else to blog.
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
SHORT JOHN GOLD? - long john silver
Alrights so had a crappy morning as posted on the other post. The day went on pretty bad. So after lunch i studied my history which was on China. While i read, i was day dreaming away. err, i rally daydream. And gosh it feels weird. Its like, im reading while thinking about different thing. Like come on im suppose to absorb some knowledge about China. 9:00 PM
Got myself back to reality and look what i could study next. Saw my mathematics and physics books. BLEHHS. i feel like giving up. But i open to my physics book chapter 1. SI UNITS [: if mid-year was only about chapter 1, i could score man! BUT NAHHS. its unit one and three? except chapter 19? something like that.
Decided to take a break. Use to computer till now. Listening to musics and stuffs[: Had a chat with cassandra. Oh yah! i still have to do two more journal entries. SHUCKKS. think i better get it done now.
i leave it all to God and fate
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BEST I EVER HAD
Im suppose to be studying now but decided to use the computer first. 1:00 PM
Oh wells, there isnt much thing happening i think. So im like suppose to be studying my mathematics, physics and history later. I want to drop mathematics. LOLS. i just need more patience to get the answers right.
-leaves me down and lonely
addition to what ive blog today
sean ting made this pledge up. super LOL
i shall shed atleast 100 litres of blood and tears for you.. says:
natasha
i shall shed atleast 100 litres of blood and tears for you.. says:
say a pledge with me (x ?
i shall shed atleast 100 litres of blood and tears for you.. says:
not singapore 1
theres nothing much i can do says:
err. alrights
THE PLEDGE ;;
we
the rascals of 4 compassion
will have a heart of steel
and overcome all fears
and for love ,
we will fight for it till the end
and shall have a hook of diamond (x
i have weird classmates [:
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
in love with you
You fall in love11:36 PM
You laugh and smile when ure happy
You cry so much when ure in love
It all happens again and again.
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Friday, April 21, 2006
i saw it with my own eyes and it never lies
There's nothing much happened today. Went to sherry house after school and slack. Even tried to sleep. Nichola is sick and so am i. Oh wells, get well soon my WIFE [[: i came home with a tag from weiheng! MANN! enough of calling me a shorty, is super irritating. Oh wells, i cant do anything right-so BLAHHS.9:07 PM
MIDYEAR TIME-TABLE IS OUT.
GONNA GO AND STUDY NOW.
HOOT THAT "AGONY"
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
you cant just let go of everything
Its my second time blogging. Wells, i dont really know what im gonna blog about but i just have the sudden urge to blog something down. Yups. Im weird and im getting weirder. Thats enough of weird-ing.9:26 PM
Had a little chat with cassandra. She isnt alrights. There's some problems here and there in her life which she cant really handle. She's like crying every single second. Well, she know that what she did was wrong but she cant stop blaming herself and stuffs. Wanted to call her but im afraid i might make her cry even more. So i decided to just chat with her online. She made a decision to give up on the one she loves and return back to the normal cassandra. Return back to friends and return back to God. Thats good to hear but she is having hard time controlling her feelings and that what makes her cry.
I myself isnt a good advicer. But i'll try my best to help her when she needs me. She's never alone and never will be alone. LOVE YOU LOADDS CASSANDRA [:
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sometimes its better of that way
Yesterday was like an activity after another activity non-stop. At first, had POP(passing out parade). Sat right at the front cause there wasnt any place for us to sit. So yup, POP was alrights. In the middle of the thing, there was this secondary 2 boy holding two toy guns on his both hands. He holds it as if he's doing some mission impossible kinda thing. He something like crawled from the left side of the parade square to the right side. The whole group of us was like laughing non stop!7:01 PM
After POP, had some food festival thing. Didnt eat anything cause i find it a lil bit boring. Went back to class and then around 9 went to library- help for thanksgiving. Had to usher the parents support group. BLEHHHS. Anyways, got the privilledge to sit on the chairs during the whole thing. International friendship day performance was okay. Like the salsa dance and stuffs.
Dismissed and wanted to go AMK central kfc for lunch, but liling didnt want to eat fast food. Then she say behind school, then like all not nice food. Got pissed a lil and decided to eat in school instead. Went stadium for sports day and we slacked around till it ends. Went for dinner with nichola, sherry, qiuhan, liling, huishan, yijun, darren and wilfred. Ate at LJS. And went home.
TODAY[: no school. They gave us holiday today so with the same group of people who went dinner yesterday plus phoebe went group study together at J8 Mac. Did notes on phyics. OH YAH! the service there is super nice [: LOVES. around 2plus near 3 went to walk around. Went home with sherry and we nearly slipped cause it was raining and we were wearing slippers.
Alrights. im suppose to be studying now! yeah, oh mann. there is school tomorrow ]: HATES. i wanna wake up late again. BUT I CANT and shucks! TOMORROW IS MY MALAY ORAL. urghh.
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
FIRE DRILL! irritating
Today went school solo because eileen was down with fever. Took MRT and i kind of nearly lost my balance and BUMP! on the floor. Nearly only, but the fact is that i did not. Reach school and had typical morning assembly. 10:01 AM
Six long periods of FNN and miss lim was on course so we were under the other teacher which was urghh. We werent allowed to use the net as usual. And gosh it sucks ]: BUT GUESS WHAT? FIRE DRILL! so auto all took out their thumb drive and went to the field.
Then they say teachers to mark the class attendance. BUT, BUT! both form teachers never come. So blessing teacher helped me to take the paper. Took class attendance and was pretty slow. LIKE DUHH! i took the attendance list last cause i aint a teacher right? So the Teacher-in-charge of the drill was like "4 COMPASSSION! 4COMPASSION!". man! super arghh. give already still say "4 COMPASSION" super irritated lah.Went back for lessons. BLAHH.... after school went with typical group of friends and stuffs.
WHOA! tomorrow is like super loadds activities. Dont know how fun or boring it will be. So yea, pray that its a fun one [[[[:
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Monday, April 17, 2006
nerdified day
After a long weekend, we are all back to school. And one thing for sure, is kind of a total drag. So today morning, had easter monday. Had some stuffs in hall which was kind of hilarious. So it ended around 915.8:50 PM
Did not have time for biology lessons. Im not sure if i can or want to go for the thursday extra lessons. Should i or shouldnt i? can i or couldnt i? Well, i dont know. PE was next. Went to change and something horrible happen. I MEAN REALLY HORRIBLE. urghhh! PE was alrights, played indoor soccer. I realised im a bad goal keeper! yups. Went for recess and did malay worksheet cause teacher never come.
MALAY TEACHER NEVER COME = NO ORAL = NATASHA IS SUPER HAPPY
see the links? the malay worksheet was super boring especially both the passages. Maths was like okays, maybe cause i did her works. She was like super bad mood can. Anyways, i still dont understand maths.
TRALALALALA, entering the past AKA history lesson. Did presentation and gosh did she ask super loadds of question which we cant even understand. The class was like sleeping, day-dreaming, stoning and even ignoring her. LOLS! she kept on "hello, are you listening to me", "ive got the whole day to make you stay back to finish all the presentation" BUT! announcement say that all staffs have to go conference room. WHEEE!
After school stayed back with phoebe and liling. Phoebe wanted to watch POP and Liling wanted to complete her homeworks. Waited for yanti, qiuhan, liying and aud mah to go home together.
Im all tired now. I cant seem to get my butt off the computer. I BETTER DO SO SOON! ive got tests tomorrow ]:
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
confidence, i hope so
Okays, didnt do much of studying just now. More of staying online and chatting with friends till now. Mid years are drawing near and this is what going to happen to me tomorrow onwards8:20 PM
- Read during reading period
- Start paying attention during lessons
- Do notes for whatever subjects
- Less of talking (this is a lil hard)
- Be home before 6
- Do my homeworks
- Start revising at home
Yes! im so gonna do them all!
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this is so nerd
Today mum was like totally bad mood. So trying to run away from her so that i wont create any trouble. Thats the best solution. Sometimes i think i have the weirdest family, somehow. Wahhas. 2:15 PM
WEIRD FAMILY = WEIRD NATASHA
So just finish watching fantastic four. ive been watching dvd which my dad just bought lately. Ive turn into some movie fan or something. LOLOLOLS. movie aint that bad. Was pretty cool i guess.
Alrights im off to do my homeworks and studying. I LOVE STUDYING. yea right... ohh faints! i forgot about my FNN coursework!
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
stop whining natasha. just stop it
I have been making a hell of problem at home whining about my stolen phone. I scream at my parents who talked to me nicely for God know why. I feel like a total urghh. I feel so bad after screaming at them and like duhh i did apologized and they understands me. Especially my mum cause remember she lost her diamond ring which was super hilarious.11:01 PM
Okays, im not only making noise at home alrights. I even blehhhhs everything out on MSN. Like come on who wont. Okays perhaps audrey cause her phone has nothing inside except contacts. Whoever talked to me on MSN whether its on thursday, friday or even today. Thanks for hearing me screaming at you like one dumb ass four year old girl losing her barbie doll.
Okays you see life without phone is like this
- no smses
- no phone calls
- no calendars to save stuffs
- no phone camera
- no ringtone
- lost contacts of the whole world
- and of course life will be so boring
Thats how i felt yesterday. I can barely move a single muscle. Okays thats so not true. It feels weird only. So since yesterday was holiday, decided to study history which im not complete yet. a lil of maths and physics which ends up - NOTHING GETS INTO MY BRAIN!
So watch agent cody banks till 9.30pm and watch House Of Wax. Dad bought the dvd. So was stuck at the sofa till it end. Movie was cool. Freaks me a little but it was great [: All those bloody scenes. Okays, shall not say it all here cause most of my friends hates all this stuffs. Im the weird one among them i guess.
Today morning and dad gave me the sim-card. Yeah! im still using my old number. Just that im using this old samsung handphone. YUCKS. but no choice it was part of the punishment for being careless ]:
Alrights. mum and dad went for some chalet and im at home rotting.
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
stolen phone
Morning had short reading period and i read about the bermuda triangle. Not bad[: after so, we went up to hall for something like chapel. At first wasnt that bad cause there was games and stuffs. But not long after, i doze off. Like really sleep. Too tired and it was pretty boring.8:51 PM
Recess was next. Some went for another service while the rest of us went for recess. After recess had to go back to the hall. But me and audrey went back to class to put her uniform which she had just bought.Went down to hall and discovered that we were there because there was like a apology thingy. So yeah it ended 11plus.
This was when everything began so ARGHH. Went back class and was getting ready to go for malay lessons. Guess what, as i was taking my pencil case, i discovered my handphone was missing. So i was like panic! asked audrey, nichola and qiuhan to dig my bag also. LOST! GONE! STOLEN! my messages! my calendar full off memories! my contacts! my secrets! my pictures! ALL BEING STOLEN! i cried super loadds lahh. Like everywhere i go also my tears keep on rolling down non-stop.
Called my mum and told her that my phone was lost and asked her to cancel my line. She was pretty naggy but like duhhs what else can she do. Audrey later discovered her phone was also missing. AHEM THIS IS HER SECOND TIME! Then make a report and got scolded too cause audrey sound happy. But the fact is that we were in a rush. DUMB LAHH!
Had volleyball thing. School didnt win though. yea.After that ate dinner at Long John with friends and off home.
Reach home kena questioned by dad. super irritating. i was like so pissed! Anyhows, im really pissed, sad and blahhhs. Whoever who stole my phone, YOU ARE SUCH A COWARD, SUCKER, IDIOT, STUPID HUMAN! I HATE YOU FOREVER! HOOT YOU LAHH!
ARGHH.
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
its time to wake up, before its too late and i end up with that one and only option...
Alrights so today was thursday time-table. History teacher never come today, so slacked in class and ate chocolate. Then accompany huishan see her -ahem. Then got so bored and went off. Like duhh do i even bother about her ahem and the class which was having pe? Okays that sounds as if i hate that class. wahhas8:58 PM
So mathematics was next. Open another packet of chocolate. Shared to the whole class [: im a nice girl. okays thats so not me right! Ms chong also ate one and everyone say her for eating chocolate in class. She cant resist the temptations. Funny lahhs.
Social studies was rather fun. did some activity and again was given chocolate. Gosh im so growing fat and not tall if i continue eating them all up. RECESS! and then physics. 2period, i thought it would be some "im so gonna sleep" kinda thing but in end, it was rather fun. Did MCQ with nichola and the rest. Then half way went to cassandra and discovered that sean ting was a physics pro. He can take over mr choo job. LOLOLOLOLS. but some question he still need to clarify. BUT! he is so whoa- in physics and also not forgetting mathematics.
Malay oral is tomorrow. GREAT. im so going to fail it. Anyways, i got full mark for my listening compre. SHOCK MAN! hahhas. but oral is super scary i bet. I might faint, die, cry, scream or even run away. WAHHAS! just kidding.
English was free but had summary. Character first was alright. Went to seminar room and talk about our CT1 results. and i realised that i better buck up for my midyear or i might end up retain or even....
one and only option.
ITE.
and i dont want that. so yeah, i realise how bad i did and i think i should really wake up this time round. No more using the computer for hours. Only for blogging, friendstering, msn(awhile) or FNN coursework. NATASHA BETTER WAKE UP BEFORE ITS TOO LATE.
After school, went to town to get darren lim birthday present with liling and phoebe. Ate long john [: BELOVED. bought dumb stuffs which is damn childish. its on purpose lahh. HAHAHAHA.
Now im off to do my dearest history notes on russia. I NEED NOTES!
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Lost and not found diamond ring
My mum lost her diamond ring! Okay i dont know how much it meant to her but i cant stop laughing at the way she is screaming. I should video tape it! Okays, im suppose to be a good daughter and help her find but nahhs i prefer watching her screaming. 8:01 PM
School was alrights, after school was even better[:
There is nothing much to blog. Ehhs, i realised my post is getting shorter and shorter everyday!!
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Monday, April 10, 2006
13 more school studying days
Its just the first day of the week and im super tired and stress. Okay this always happens to me when examinations are coming near. I will freak out and be totally messy. Its just my normal reaction. I will tend to forget things more including leaving books that i want to study under the table to rot! That always happen every single year and its history is repeating itself again ://9:23 PM
So today had biology, Mrs Choy told us all the topics for MID-YEAR! and whoa its like loadds. Then she teach us new topic of human reproduction. Yeah, good news. The class was rather awake. Yeah...you know why right?
Ms Jeya didnt come up for lessons so we had to do loads of work which is sickening. MALAY!!! oral. arghhh, i hate oral. Its super scary. Plus its in malay. And here i will go adding words like "YA, ERM, THEN...." (the list continues) mine will be the next malay lesson.
Mathematics! Got back my test results and i fail it again. Since when i pass my maths. Yea maybe ages ago. Physics was next. Did the assessment book which is like err, BORING. Mrs Lim came for history and everyone started to get panic. We simply dont understand what to study. We dont get what is she trying to tell us. And there is this guy who keeps on saying that so simple also cannot understand. GO AND ERR.... nevermind. So mrs lim had to tell us over again. Social studies was like URGHH! i just hate it okays.
After school celebrated Liying's birthday as soeul garden[: ate loadd and took neoprint.
OFF TO STUDY MORE IRRITATING SUBJECTS. i am a complain freak.
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
on the verge.
Woke up rather early for God know reason why and cant get myself back to sleep. Oh well, there isnt much people online so decided to do my -not yet completed coursework. I dont know what is the format of the 3day food record. So i gave up and hope for some clues appear on how to do it later on.10:30 AM
My fever is getting better(i guess) but my throat hurts. I cant even talk loudly. My running nose is pretty irritating. Alright, so if im not wrong my brother going australia next week. So today go his house and beg him to get me something. No lahhs, i think going to have dinner out or something. Yeah, when im all sick and no appetite to eat.
im still want to hood that person with a long john knife
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
hood with the long john knife
Im blogging once again cause im seriously bored. There isnt any nice show now, i think. I guess i lost the interest of television. Yeah, anyways i remembered i forgot to blog something about yesterday. So after school,remembered i told you i stayed back. Then went behind school to eat? yeah, i saw something i should have not see. And i never wished to see. Super dissapointing. Lucky my phobia aint that kinda people (: hood with the long john knife lahh. hahas.11:20 PM
Craps. Oh ya! i have not done any homework yet. Im going to start doing them tomorrow if im feeling better. Aint sure if monday i will be coming to school ]:
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when im sick, i will get pissed easily. so watch out!
Sniff, sniff, sniff.9:15 PM
Oh great, im still sick. I lost my thermometer so i dont know what is my temperature. Cant remember putting it at where. Plus im lazy and too weak to dig it out. Okays enough about my lost thermometer.
So last night slept pretty early, like around 10. Its been long ever since i slept that early. Woke up around 1.45pm today. My body ached like crazy! I can barely get off my bed. Thats the bad thing when you're sick and when you just wake up. I guess.
Didnt do much things at home. Was shocked that cassandra called me asking how was i feeling today, Celeste said hi to. Haha. Well thanks for people who ask me how was i. And eileen to give me some tips to get my throat cure. [:
Alrights off to blast music again!
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on the verge.
Woke up rather early for God know reason why and cant get myself back to sleep. Oh well, there isnt much people online so decided to do my -not yet completed coursework. I dont know what is the format of the 3day food record. So i gave up and hope for some clues appear on how to do it later on.10:30 AM
My fever is getting better(i guess) but my throat hurts. I cant even talk loudly. My running nose is pretty irritating. Alright, so if im not wrong my brother going australia next week. So today go his house and beg him to get me something. No lahhs, i think going to have dinner out or something. Yeah, when im all sick and no appetite to eat.
im still want to hood that person with a long john knife
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Friday, April 07, 2006
2day record
ARGHH. im down with a horrible fever. PLUS sore throat, running nose and my body is aching like crazy. Im feeling rather jelly-fied. Anyways, i think there's kind of a few things i need to blog as i didnt blog yesterday. I dont know how long it would be but lets get things started.8:11 PM
YESTERDAY [:
Still having lang fest. First activity was treasure hunt. Sickening, me and nichola found non. So we gave up and went back class. Next activity was WAYANG! we were given a small mask to paint on how youre feeling or something like that. Had fun using our fingers painting it. Paint it black and with a scar on the left cheek (:
4compassion changed to our class tee. And i played soccer. The fact is that im bad in soccer. okay to be honest, im bad in every sports. woops. But i did score some since there wasnt a goal keeper at that point of time. Well, Nichola got hit by the ball though. So after scoring, we had to solve what was the word. Thanks to cassandra helped, we got all correct. I dont know how the basketball people did. Hmms.
Lessons began but i wasnt really paying attention. After school went yishun with the normal people. Except ian, sean and darren were there too. So walked to long john and saw sean ting and a few phs people. The boys went to BK but the rest of us ate at LONG JOHN. So eat and talk alot of our phobia(only some knows what does phobia means). Then we went to walked around at northpoint. Stepped into popular and this was when i got so freaking pissed.
So we were in popular and there was this idiot group of TYPICAL malay boys who were FYI lower secondary. They pretended to bump into huishan a couple of times. I heard one of them say "if we kena caught how?" i thought they were planning to steal something or what.I ignored. Then huishan took her wallet out of her bag and guess what? THERE WAS THIS BARCODE THINGY FOUND IN HER BAG! if she were to go out of popular without knowing it was in her bag. The thing will stared BEEPING! thank god she saw. I was like where in the world are those immature bunch of suckers. Im not being racist or what. So then we went off to the wallet shop there and it was so boring so i went out and saw the whole bunch of those idiots again. They then said "tak kena tangkap seh" translate "they never kena caught" come on lahh do we look stupid! damn lower secondary people. Then they stare at me! WTH! like who cares, bunch of ass freaking childish lower secondary gangster, you people are just wasting your time fooling people like us. Oh yeah, what can i expect from dumb people like you. ONCE AGAIN! childish freaks.
TODAY [:
Lang fest was alrights. Didnt really studied much today. After school stayed back since the rest all stayed back. Went home around 6. yeah just some typical day lahhs.
LIYING BIRTHDAY TOMMOROW!
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
what happened to natasha today.
Good news, i stepped on no one's leg today morning cause we took the next bus which wasnt crowded like yesterday. Reached school around 710 and eileen was addicted my my "OOZE TOOBZ" strawberry squeeze candy. Went to parade square and waited for phoebe cause i asked her to lend me a storybook. Guess what she gave me?8:02 PM
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTOTY!
wonderful right. i read it like dont know how many times and its the same old story. I even watch the movie. Some golden ticket thing and that fat boy which fell into the river. LOLOLS.
had chapel service in the hall. Some funny stuffs going on and we kept on laughing. Then language fest started. super boring. slacked and ate sweets in the hall. was tired and hungry. After recess, lessons continues. boring!
School ended. Phoebe asked me to accompany her to stay back cause she wanted to see POP. So me and liling accompanied her. Went to buy bread for lunch and i was freaking full. Went to library there to have a better view to watch POP. We were all laughing and stuffs. Liling act as if she was over there giving speech and lecturing the school.Cannot take it and started laughing. It was raining so they all went back to the canteen. Liling wanted to go home so we all went off.
Yishun was like FLOOD! asked my dad to pick me up again. So tomorrow sec 1 to 3 will be having IT thing while we have to be in school studying. I HATE IT!! bias, we need a break to you know. like go home early and not to see works which we need to be done in class. OH MANN! I HAVE PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW! TWO CHAPTERS!
-the school will be empty tomorrow after recess.
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
you need not shout so loud that i stepped on your toe and it hurts. damn!
I woke up late! So rushed like one crazy woman and met eileen at the interchange. As i was late or something, we took the bus which was pretty crowded. As in there was no place to sit. So we stand. And i am not good in balancing, so i was like pretty wobbly and shaky. Due to that, i stepped on this guy toe. I was sorry-ing away okays! But wahh he very sickening lah.He no need to shout so loud that it was pain right. NO NEED TO AWW AND WAH LAU right! damn lah. i know its pain plus you aint wearing any shoe except for that slipper which had no protection for your toe. At least be grateful and say its alright of something right. Need not scream your lungs out that it sound as if your toe went off or you were having cramps right. Wahh! super lose face lahh. People look can! argh. pain in the ass. I was super pissed. yes i know im in a wrong but please you dont need to scream and embarrass me in the bus right. i was frowning most of the time in the bus. Spoil my day.9:21 PM
When me and eileen alighted, eileen told be the guy whom i stepped his toe accidentally was like bragging that he fight with people and something like when this old woman stare at him, he dunno what do to that old woman! WAHHH! that was the point that i think i should have stepped on his toe and squashed it with my school shoe till it bleeds man. Argh, whats so nice about fighting. Bet youre in some gang or something.
Reach school and went to parade ground. After that, as for today language festival activity was to do some quiz where we are all allowed to walk around and answer questions. Super crowded but was pretty stuffy. Gave up with the sec two game on savannah. Went back to class and slack around.
Didnt went down for recess. Talked to qiuhan loadds. She was like telling about her phobia and stuffs. So we exchange opinions and stuffs like that. Kept on rahh-ing also. Not long after, she was being bullied by wilfred. LOLOLOLOLS. had free lessons till 1150. so some devotion peeps and the group of us sat at the class corridor. Laugh loadds and talk craps. Had fun time tripping people while walking. I tripped phoebe, wilfred and i dont know if anyone else. You should see phoebe. She nearly fall flat down. Im evil, what can i do?
Had lessons which was pretty hard to concentrate. School ended went to millenia walk to get sock teng, darren ng and cathi birthday presents. Went with qiuhan, nichola, liling, huishan and phoebe. Ate at long john. They cook super long lahh. Nearly half an hour. was pissed but endured.
Went to get the presents and went back.
ARGHH. im still pissed over that guy who is damn sickening.
I KNOW ITS PAIN LAHH!
im sorry!
HAPPY?
this sounds as if he will read this blog. oh well, its just a way to bang my anger.
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Monday, April 03, 2006
im falling apart
Today woke up super early. Let me tell you why alrights. So today suppose to report 630am in school for the preparation of dikir barat performance. I put alarm at 5am. And also told my mum to wake me up at 5am too incase i oversleep or something. Guess what? she woke me up at 4am! she was like "NATASHA!5O'CLOCK ALREADY!". look at my phone and its like 4.02am. wahh! super early. then she said sorry and went abck to sleep. I cant get back to sleep so slacked around the house and was still shivering thanks to the air-con. On the radio and started to get ready to go school after an hour plus past.7:55 PM
Reach school around 6.30am like that. At that point of time only 2malay people reached. So waited at the canteen and up to malay class to meet the malay teacher. Went to changed and started practicing. Then around 8plus performance started. WHOA! throw face!! dont know how well was it but then thank God its over [:
Went back to hall after performance. Some lame games and had early recess. Then went back to hall for instructions for tomorrow languange week thing. BORING! anyways, had lessons after that. cant concerntrate. No mood.
After school stayed back with nichola, liling and phoebe. Nichola left earlier. Left me, liling and phoebe. So went to the bread shop behind school. And suddenly rain pretty heavily. Up to the library and read some mags and took some postcards which look pretty cool.
Rained so heavily that i cant find a way to go home. Waited awhile and left. Called my dad to pick me up at yishun interchange [[: thanks. He praised me cause i manage to maintain my phone bill!! YIPPE. and he will treat me something real soon.
Reached home and my mum told me my brother came earlier to spot check my computer. LOLOLOLS. Spot check? dumb lahhs. Oh ya, he's going to Australia soon. Gonna beg him to buy me loadds of nougats. oh yeah! thats if he is nice enough to do so.
Oh mann, there is lessons tomorrow after recess. WHAT A DRAG.
p.s
cassandra didnt came school today ]: oh wells its okay. but she talk to that abc way too much! and thats the reason she is easily tired and also have a hard time waking up.
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
tomorrow is the day. oh mann
Morning went for dikir barat practice till 11 plus. The hand movements are tough. practice makes perfect? hmm, i guess so. So the performance is tomorrow. OH GREAT!! im so making a fool of myself tomorrow. what if i went blank? hope not. Tomorrow need to reach school like 630am. whoa thats early huh! then have to wear black baju kurung the boys type. And i dont have!! but i borrow from fairuz. hmms, im just scared she not coming school, oversleep or whatever. what if!! PANIC!5:01 PM
After practice went to mac with fairuz and off home. No one is at home all went for wedding invitation. There is no food too. What shall i cook later. Maggie mee? wahhas.alrights. So tomorrow is the day which i hate the most. THROW FACE!
I know it cant be-
but i refuse to give up hope
like all the other times.
he makes me feel like a poet
all over again
but i can't understand why i like him so
do i really know the real him?
or was it just pretend?
will i ever know the real him?
will he ever notice me ?
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
ive been lock inside that house, while you hold the key
Alrights, i seem to be blogging less often nowadays again. No it isnt my computer its just me. I dont have the mood to blog. Wells, since i didnt blog yesterday at all, might as well i just summarize everything up. alrights.5:33 PM
FRIDAY(31st March)
School was okay and i was finally caught by a teacher for my school socks which were pretty high and pretty low. FINALLY. ive been waiting for the day to come and see if they really bother to look at my socks or just look at my not tucked in blouse. So it was okay, as long can see the logo clearly should be alrights. 10cm above ankle is just whoa!
LOLOLOLOLS.
anyways, mathematics was more of correction and the rest of the subjects continue. So had assembly which was something got to do with learning journey kind of trips. It reminded be of my Secondary 1 learning journey trip with the school to thailand. FUNN! But not interested in this one. Then, we were told there was this IT DAYS. only secondary 1 to 3 have it. WONDERFUL! we will have to be in school cause we are precious to the teachers. yea right!
After school stayed back till 530 with liling and phoebe. Watch CCAs having their drills and soon got pretty bored of it cause had no interest at all. So went to find wen shuen who was having DC for late coming to school and went to meet Liling at library. Soon we all left school. Took mrt home and reached yishun. Suddenly decided to walk home cause i thought i needed some thinking and stuffs like that.
So was walking solo-ly and started reflecting about life. Suddenly i feel raindrop and it began to rain pretty heavily. I continued walking, got all drenched. Thought too much of stuffs and cried. Tears roll as rain drops fell from the sky above. I think all the negative part of things. I stop thinking when i reach the doorstep of my house. I didnt even realise i reached home.
SPLASH SPLASH SPLASH.
Today morning had the dikir barat thing. So went to school around 9. Practice loadds. Monday performing. Damn it! Anyhow, practice ended around 1.30pm but guess what tomorrow still have at 9am again! i will drag myself to go though. After dismissing us, i went off to meet eileen and liying and liying's boyfriend at Long John Silver. They waited for me like 1 full hour. im sorry guys. after so went off.
Reach home around 3plus. Now all tired. gonna blast my earpiece now.
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