Holiday begins tomorrow. I HATE HOLIDAYS. I think its weird because when theres school you want holiday but when theres holidays, all you want is to go school. I heard that there are loads of holiday homework but i dont even know any except english. If there is loads of homework, i better get it done before i enjoy my hoildays.
SHOPPING PLEASE (:
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Yesterday was an unforgettable day. Wells, we had 4compassion class party. As usual, we have our sparkling juice, snacks and two cake. One oreo cheesecake and one chocolate cake. Actually it was a party for miss jeya, but she went off for a meeting so we were like had our own class party while waiting for her to come back. But sadly, the chocolate cake which was for her got smash a little while i brought it down. So we ate that in class and the oreo cheesecake was for miss jeya later on. Blasting MP3 in class and everyone seems to be wondering why our class was having a party. LOLS.
Played around, joke around until 1plus. MISS JEYA CAME!! So the moment she stepped into the class, we sang for her the 'I LOVE YOU' song. I started crying the moment she stepped into 4compassion. This perhaps would be her last time stepping into our class. Almost everyone cried after that. She talk to us and we cried even more. I cried like hell and audrey too. Im so gonna miss her. Miss Jeya gave everyone a hug. She told us her wish and yes we will do it(: She told me to make sure to get the class together and stuffs. And yeah, i cried again. Its like non-stop my eyes keep on tearing.
Then PHS have this postcard thing which cost 10bucks. We told Miss Jeya to sign and write something simple to us and we will buy the postcard thing. Then she thank everyone for the party and tell us ways to contact her. I hope we could still keep in touch with her eventhough she left us. WE WILL AS A CLASS VISIT HER SOMEWHERE SOMEDAY. She will also come down to see our n-level results and so i will have to work hard to make her happy.
After school, class outing. Went plaza singapura to watch over the hedge. Smuggle foods in. Movie wasnt that great. Some of us were sleeping. Then there was like this guy infront of me who laugh like super loud. Instead of laughing at the movie, i was laughing at his bomb blasting laugh. After movie, we met yuru outside plaza sing.
Went youth park for dinner. Travis and shawn joined us. Ate loadds of food and while i was taking a stick of satay, LEONG KAI JIAN appear behind me. Do you remember him? The guy who digs his nose in class and eat it or throw it everwhere. Something like that. YES! He is out of school already anyways. So he got his dream job- CARPENTER(carpenter jian). LOLS. But he did slim down like what cassandra said.
After dinner, went walking around town and ended ourself in paragon. TOYS R US. We went in like small kids. Started playing with scooters and stuffs. The boys were fascinated by the swords. Then cassandra found this dragon which was super disgusting. WE LOOK LIKE 5YEARS OLD INSTEAD OF 15-16YEARS OLD.
Cabbed home with sherry. Reach home around 10plus and use the computer till 11. BUT cassandra and sherry wasnt online yet. Sorry for going offline. Woke up around 12 today and my whole body feels weak.
I NEED TO GET A STORYBOOK. I NEED TO GO TOWN NEXT WEEK TO BUY A STORYBOOK TO OCCUPY MY HOLIDAY. SO AT LEAST I DONT HAVE TO USE THE COMPUTER 24HOURS.
Natasha,
Memories of that wonderful and most helpful girl will always remain.
Lots of love- MISS JEYA
(she wrote on the postcard)
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I have not book the cathay cine movie tix for class outing yet. OH MAN- heading town tomorrow after school just to get things done.
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and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
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After school went to east coast with nichola, liling, yanti, darren and wilfred. 4devotion went to book the bbq pit and we settled our lunch at mac. I LOVE TWISTER FRIES(: After that, went candy empire and took the mrt back home. Reach home and slack.
-off to do miss jeya gift!
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So morning as usual drag myself to school, BUT! discovered my dearest cassandra ng pon school cause she was too lazy to wake up. PIG! wahhas(: So went back class and rot. I think i somehow nearly got myself decayed in class or something. Miss Jeya asked me to go down to her table to call my classmates about their exam results. This classmates for sure pon school also. LOLS!
So went to call Cassandra.
NATASHA: HELLO, GOOD MORNING. MAY I SPEAK TO CASSANDRA PLEASE
WOMAN: WHO YOU LOOKING FOR?
NATASHA: CASSANDRA
WOMAN: WHO AGAIN, I CANT HEAR YOU
-pass the phone to denise
DENISE: IM CALLING FROM SCHOOL, I JUST WANT TO CHECK WITH CASSANDRA ABOUT HER ENGLISH RESULTS
WOMAN: HOLD ON
WOMAN: CASSANDRA IS STILL SLEEPING, I THINK ITS BEST YOU CALL HER AFTER SHE WAKES UP.
Cassandra wake up lahh! SO LATE STILL SLEEP!
After recess played uno. While playing i saw my phobia and dumb me scream "PHOBIA!!!". Damn lahh, how dumb can i get. HELLO, im like in class not with my friends or something. HAHAHA. After free periods, had history. And that teacher. WAHH! im beginning to hate her again.
School dismissed early today for what so ever reason. Went town to get Miss Jeya gift. SHE IS LEAVING US IN 4DAYS TIME )):
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Yesterday, one whole day at home using MSN and blasting my ear piece again. LOLS!
This friday will be Ms Jeya last day with us. After holidays, she wont be teaching us. I still have not settle her gift yet. I have less than one week to get it done. Alrights, think i should get started.
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All the advice you gave us, it will all be remembered. It will never be forgotten. It will stay with me cause because of it, i change my attitude towards english. She has been like my number one motivator to do well for my english and though we will have new teacher, she will forever be the person who motivates me to do well for my english. I will miss everything when shes gone to do her master teacher thing. I know i should be happy for her as she is leaving us for good. But why must it be so soon. I still can think that she might leave us after our N-level or better still, take us all the way till our o-level. But then- now.
She is leaving us like real soon. I know she wont want us to be sad but what can we do. She really mean alot to me and others. There are some of the people in class who might be glad to see her leave but come-on hasnt she been so nice to you too? Think of what she done for us to make us promote to sec 4N. Maybe if not with her help, we might not be in this class at all. I know she put in all he effort when she was teaching us. I know she is very concern with our results. I know she wants the best from our class and we will prove to her that.Its hard to see such a good teacher like her go.
We dont like all those naggy and teachers who shows PMS to us. We want teacher who care for us and love us. Miss Jeya care for us and thats the reason why she do scold us. She never bang her anger on us. I will miss doing reading chart, i will miss doing her journals, i will miss doing the mini dictionary, i will miss her doing blog and being blur when it comes to it, I will miss all her work. I will also miss the time when we watch movie with her. I will miss every single thing she did for us. I will miss her lesson loadds and lastly i will miss her.
Miss Jeya, its hard to just accept the fact that youre leaving us so soon for your promotion. We(4compassion) will be happy in whatever you will be doing in the future.
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So had english lessons, Miss Jeya came in and she asked me to go to her locker to take journal. I happily did it and stuffs.Reach class and pass the books to huishan for her to give out. Then cassandra told me "she's leaving". My face totally change and tears roll down non stop. I was like crying like hell. Everyone was shock but i was really sad. I cant take it anymore so i cried.
Audrey Tan also cried during her oral when Miss Jeya was taking. She is such a nice teacher. Then had my oral after school. Did my very best cause its her last time taking me oral. Then she talked to me about my oral and she told me to do more comprehension practice during my holidays (I WILL DO IT).
She is the best teacher i ever had. We will all miss her.
OH YA! my handphone kena confiscated by VP ]:
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Alrights. Indeed im really rotting, stoning or whatever that has to do with 'not doing anything'. Eileen is on m/c. RASHES! Perhaps she eat too much or something. One day bonkers, the next day sick -laughs. Morning assembly was long. Did some newspaper reading and off for normal lessons.
FYI. all of us have no mood to study now lahhs. Like serious, all of us want to enjoy! WHY OH WHY there isnt post exam activities. I cant wait for recess! I want food because it makes me happy(: RIGHTS. im off to go and do more of stoning.
ROT TILL YOU DIE ):
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Woke up early just to find out more about that I.T Day thing. Log into MSN and was shocked that there was so many people online. GUESS WHAT THEY ARE ALL DOING? I.T Day! Entering the MLG and trying to get my username and password right is already irritating alrights. So loadds of people "scream" on MSN trying to get into the MLG. FYI downloading the answers is already slow. Vulgarities were everywhere in every single convo. YEAH! oh well, i didnt bother much and log off cause i find it too irritating.
I better stop complaining[:
Left house pretty early to meet sherry and nichola. Went cine- WHEN A STRANGER CALLS. The movie rocks cause of all those parts where you feel like screaming your lungs out. Especially when that man(stranger) appear! Nichola was like screaming at the top of her voice. Same goes to me too. What you expect, it was like "OH MY GOSH!OH MY GOSH!". Movie ended and we went to toilet. Sherry recieved a call and someone talk like a lil weird. We were like GOODNESS! but it was only the guys. -LAUGHS. make me and sherry panic a lil only. MOVIE DO INFLUENCE US.
Went to city hall to have lunch. COMBO ONE(: then met the rest. It was not bad. Laugh loadds and stuffs. Around 4plus met eileen, liying and suzanne. Went J8 awhile and went home.
OH MAN! there is school tomorrow and there is photo taking. DAMN IT! for sure im gonna screw the whole picture. Im super lazy to wake up tomorrow for school BUT i love school too. WAHHAS.
Oh ya, eileen, suzanne and liying bought for me a clip which they think looks like *ahem. Actually it really does a lil. Just need some modification and tada((:
pimples sucks!!
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im going to drag myself out of home tomorrow. SICK PLEASE GO AWAYYYY!
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I cant be bothered actually. I wonder whats there for us to do, but im so like not gonna do it(i guess). From the beginning, i know IT DAY is so not my type. Something like that lahh. Its like log in and do what. STONE? urghh. But on the other hand, rumours that exam answers will be up. WHO CARES RIGHT? Anyways, i forget what is my password and what is my username. Its so complicating. Dont know what name and ic number. BLEHHS.
I SOUND SO ANTI-IT DAY. -laughs out loud
Alrights, yesterday went out for Mother's Day Dinner. YUMMYLICIOUS FOOD! After dinner went to jurong point. There's so much to shop there. Went into a few shops and saw nice tops and skirts. Going to head there with mum one day. Then me and my bro went around Harvey Norman. Mum wanted to get a new refrigerator. Saw MP3s. HINT MY BRO! haha. i think he know about it. Then hinted my dad to get me a new phone. HE SAY "see first".
So today afternoon went for a wedding invitation. Suddenly rain super de duper heavy. Went home and use the computer. Yups. Crap loads with eileen on msn today. ALL THOSE WINKS AND NUDGE. then while chatting, PAP came to my area there. So as usual, i went to look and saw them waving and .....................(eileen you know why! SHHH)
Tomorrow im going out!! Watching "When a strager calls" with Nichola, Sherry and maybe Audrey Tan. Around 1.30 going to city hall.
NOW DO YOU KNOW I DONT LIKE IT DAY!!
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Soon, leaving for mother's day dinner [: YEAHHS! i think i gotta get going. What a short post. Will blog about the dinner later or tomorrow.
PS: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MUMMY!
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Anyways slacked the whole day since exams are like over[: Blasting my ear peice again. As usual and now blogging. Did nothing much. Watch videos and crapped alot in MSN. What if msn were to die one day. I CANT LIVE!!! okays, right.
I had a weird dream again. I really wonder if dreams do come true. This one was about a teacher leaving. One of the best teacher who taught me since secondary three. It was pretty weird. I have been having weird dreams ever since exams are over. All those dreams which you know will never happen but on the other hand, will it happen?
Cassandra have been MIA from msn messenger. So didnt really talk to her much. Lets see how long this woman can be MIA from msn messenger. Oh well, off to blast my ear piece again. Anyways, is it true if you were to keep on using your ear piece to listen, your ear will have blisters? IS IT TRUE?
OKAY! I HAVE ULCERS IN MY MOUTH!OUCH!
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Difference between fertilisation and sexual intercourse.
I was like fertilisation is to fertilise something while sexual intercourse is where the male penis enters the female vagina.
WAH! i felt dumb after writing that and passing it up for my mid-year examination. GOSH! i really have no idea what to write. Well, hope at least i get 1/2 mark. LOLOLOLS. dream on natasha! Cant wait to see how much i score for that question.
Wednesday no school [: Went to huishan house then went back to school to meet the rest of the DNTs people. Went town and bought a skirt!! I LOVE IT. rights. its been long since i went shopping alright.Went home around 6plus.
Today had school. Got back my history results. I somehow just pass it. 27/50. Hope i get at least 23/50 for my SS, in order to pass my humanities. PRAY! talk alot in class. In class, we all sang nursery rhymes. Super dumb but hilarious, had fun singing and laughing. Got back malay results, 55/70. YEAHH! another passing subject i hope. Haven calculate overall. ALL I KNOW MY ORAL SUCKS. wahhas.
After school went Causeway point-soeul garden, to celebrate suzanne birthday. IM BLOATED! EXAMS OVER. Computer attack! i hope my comp wont crash or something CAUSE holiday is coming real soon.
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Saturday woke up super early thanks to my mum wake up call again. Was suppose to meet huishan, audrey mah and phoebe around 11 at khatib mac. But since i woke up too early, i called phoebe tell her meet early. Huishan too. So met them and walked to yishun long john. Around noon went to mac with audrey mah and the rest. Did Social studies and walked around for awhile.
Sunday went brother house. Ate so much for dinner. I LOVE CEREAL PRAWNS. yummylicious. Anyways, today had social studies and physics paper. I think i so gonna flung both the papers. Damn lahh.
Alrights, after school went TPY with denise and darren to study. Then went J8 cause denise wanted to buy clips. Walked from J8 to AMK Central to kill time. How dumb. Reached home around 7 and ate dinner.
BIOLOGY IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME.
tomorrow paper ends earlier. Should be going home straight away and sleep. Im exhausted. I need to rest]: Wednesday going shopping with denise AKA worthless. Thursday! HOME AND SLEEP I GUESS. friday OUT OUT OUT! its time to enjoy life after exam. SATURDAY sleep even more(i sound so lazy). SUNDAY!!!! mother's day- MONDAY IT DAY, TOTAL DRAG but going out i think. I WANT TO SLEEP AND ENJOY LIFE NOW.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
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PHYSIC- this is a killer man!
BIOLOGY- so many to study!
SOCIAL STUDIES- wahh my brain bursting soon.
SO MANYY ]]:
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No one is at home now. Me and cassandra did some dumb thing. She saw a picture which is super hilarious.I bet you will laugh. I cant post it here cause i will get into trouble i guess. LOLOLOLOLS.
Alrights 3more papers and yahoo! im done. I saw two wallets that i want. One is from pacific plaza and another is from marina square. LOVES! its gonna be mine real soon. Thats all. Off to watch music videos [:
Shopping, outing, sleeping and exam-less. coming real soon.
I WANNA WATCH MI3
I WANNA WATCH THE WILD
I WANNA WATCH ALL THE MOVIES AROUD THE WORLD.
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OTHER THAN PAPERS WHICH I WRITE ON EVERY SINGLE DAY
I NEED TO SCRIBBLE!!! BUT WHERE?
Im really getting weird now. I want to scribble and this is because im angry. Nothing happened and im angry. DAMN! whats happening to me. Everyday getting weirder and weirder!!
Oh ya, did some experiment on the way home. NAHHS, not those whoa kinda experiment where you need some chemical, test-tubes and end up to have albert einstein hair. But i did a simple experiment.
Why i intend to do this experiment: I wonder why can people stare at some other people for such a long time and they look as if they are going to eat them up. Why are they so daring.
Aim: To see whether i have the ability to stare at someone for no reason and look as if i going to eat them up.
Apparatus: eyes and people.
Here it goes.
1) Look up while walking. Do not look down.
2) See the environment around you.
3) Find a target
4) Stare
So yups, i walked as per normal and look up. Observe the environment and one dustbin passed by me. SMELLY! anyways, found an old woman. So i stare at her but i failed. Cause i can barely lift my eyes up. The scary feeling. But instead the old woman stare at me. MANN. first try-FAIL. so second time, i stare at this small girl and instead of staring i went smiling at her.
I gave up. I aint those kind of people. This mean that im a nice girl. I dont eat people up and stare at them. WAHHAS!
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So after school stayed back to accompany phoebe eat lunch and went amk library to study. Around 4 left and went home. Finally i came back home pretty early. Yups.
WHEE! no one is at home. Alrights. tomorrow is friday. finally weekends is here but i have my sciences to study plus my social studies. SICKENING. i need a break and go to the bahamas? perhaps.
PAP doing rounding again and i will suddenly change into a small kiddy and jump to the window to see the vehicle. WAHHAS. off to watch television [:
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After school stayed back for lunch and had a lil chat with ms chong. Tried our best to measure her waist. Think around 24 plus and her weight is like 30 plus. Laugh loadds and talk about teachers and blahh blah[:
Then went town with phoebe for fun.went back to yishun around 6 and saw sherry, denise, wilfred and darren. They wanted to get the n-level assessment answer sheet. So followed them to tpy but out of stock. So went to orchard mrt the popular and went home. Reached home around 7plus and no one at home.
Gotta go and study for my FNN [:
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I hate this so much, i never felt so stressed up for examinations until this time round. Help. Got to bounce and do my mathematics revision and history. arghhs. im still pissed over my english whenever i think about it. Imagine all my marks a gone. HEART PAIN!
This is the end of a really sad story
Dont feel bad for me
I started out alone and in the end thats where Ill be
Like the start of a really sad story
It dont live happily
I started out alone and in the end thats where Ill be
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GOOD NEWS! I LOVE IT! BAD NEWS! I LABEL THE QUESTION WRONGLY. so if the marker is like strict, thats it. i failed my english. cries, its sickening lahh. to the marker, i went out of point lahhs. OH GOD! HELP. anyways, yes went around screaming to the whole world my careless mistake during recess.
English paper two. I dont know lah, hope im able to do well[: After school! YEAHHHHH!!!!saw a cat at the interchange and the cat tail was like straight and eileen greatly thought it was steaming. HELLO! Okays, going to study now(eileen's house) with phoebe too.
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And Ill be waiting up until you get home (cuz I cant sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just cant be without your baby
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Time flies, before you know it, you are growing old and people will be attending to your funeral(with MCR performing). You will never know, you might die at a young age. God knows when all this happens. Sounds scary.
Anyways, today morning went yishun mac to study with phoebe, liying and yanti. They bought happy meal and they got four toys. 2 Crocodile and 2 Turtle. Cute! So i took one turtle and named it GEEKY and the other turtle is Geeky twin brother. LOLOLS. Then me, phoebe and liying went to eileen house at around 12 to study. Did loads of history revision.
Around 5.30 we left. Took home my blue rose which eileen bought it. BUT,but,but..PHOEBE CHEONG BROKE IT! my rose ]: oh wells, nevermind. went home and peel off all the petals. So tomorrow is like english paper 1 and 2. I hope i could pass it with flying colours. I cant afford to fail it.
;; So you sailed away.
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